Behind of my smiling is the bad thing aver after :')

               Assalamualaikum for readers, stalker and everything else. I such a poker face because i alone and single now. I feel very boring when this stupid things again and again happen to me. My crush loving another girl that is my best friend -,- Such a F*** damn one. But, iOkay :) Okay? No at all. Hmmm, I needed one boy besides me. I cant live without him, God! Needed now please :')